Monday, 27 August 2007
My Emo level seems like a roller..my future seems bleak , road ahead seems far to walk on .. but life still continue.. who doesn't have their own troubles .. some like to jus keep it inside them while others like to share .. i guess i'm the former.. sometimes building a wall around me wanted to be protected...sometimes an attention seeker while sometimes jus wanna be alone to straighten out my thoughts...
Sometime ago an acquaintance told me tis " u know u need not always act like a clown to make ppl happy, to crack silly jokes, i see tat although u may look joval on the outside but thru that pair of small eyes i can see tat internally yr filled with emotions running wild, i can see yr sorrow gal , i can see that yr hurting inside"
Erm .. tis shock me, making me dumbfound,too shock for words.. as usual i jus brush it off with my silly retorts.. he continues wif "jus be yourself allow people to get to know u better and accept who u r..." i'm totally surprise tat for a person who have known me like a few hours can see thru me ?? Duh ..
Wat does he knows?? ..hmm but may b he is rite... i myself also dun know who i am or wat i wan in life etc .. jus living it as the days goes by ...
1 cannot satisfied everyone and living up to everyone expectations of him or her.. jus be yourself be true to yourself.... be trueful to your feelings ...i guess tat's more important ba ....
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One day you'll be the one crying..# ;
