Sunday, 19 August 2007
Have you ever after so many years n met a person who makes yr heart goes pit – a –pat
like it seems its going to drop out any time, makes u dumbfound, u going googoo n gaga.. make your actions gone completely irrational like a school gal who jus had her first crush.. I had been to dates but nv once will I tot someone will jus bring back this special feeling again after 5 years… this caught me totally off guard making me irrational again ..acting like a school gal dun know how to react acting like a fool ard him … arg .. I hate this.. outing with him is fun n silly , he would make silly comments or crack crappy jokes.. always grumbling about how food sucks etc haha …..this guy who also likes to blow hot n blow cold , twirling me ard on his fingers.. making me bonkers.. guess he decided to blow cold since last Sunday ba …turning on his ignore mode.. no sms , and no more chats on msn …..if games is wat he wants to play .. I’m not into it ..
But that’s not the pt ,I do not wish that this guy to put strains to friendship… I hope others do not think tat because of a guy I’m angry etc n tat I will forsake any friendship.. he is jus another guy passing thru my life .. although not any normal guy lah .. haha …
He wont be there for me to share my sorrows n pain nor happiness.. but I know my friends will and that’s y I treasure and appreciate all of you .. I meant it …
Nv once did it cross my mind tat any of my frens will go for him .. tis I swear erm.. because he is too “ bo “ lor but I like : P .. haha although I do hate it when he is flirting intentionally or harmlessly with others …. Well but who am I to bother.. I tried to brush it off.. but I guess some emotions does show n the jealous freak has been leash out .. wat if the role have been reverse ? wat would you have done ? would anyone stay as level head ? had anyone ever thought wat or how I felt ..fun it may seem to you but pain is all I feel…
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